141116 Ambiguous
admin2014-11-16T10:01:00+02:00You cross the limits of the word. You hide behind it. You do not want to be ashamed. To work on it. To try without the risk of loss. To write your trail. For it alive. Dancing in its arm.
You cross the limits of the word. You hide behind it. You do not want to be ashamed. To work on it. To try without the risk of loss. To write your trail. For it alive. Dancing in its arm.
Drug free.The absence is present. It becomes unbearable.
You read. Few bright words. Bold stars. Defeating the darkness. Leading your life.
Rewind and forward. Scenes that have been played a million tines. Same start and the same end. Raining memories. You accept the era. You wait for what's next. Dressed in patience. Being indifferent.
You think the years go by. You're being fooled by calendars made by humans. Modern register attendants .They arrange the events. Without colour. Without laughter and tears. I know. I've stayed. I'm still there.
You get stubborn. You make the words punches. You throw them out in the air. For the people to hear. You tighten your teeth. Human pain. Compatible with fate. For a while you lose the sounds around you. You're wrapped in your own defeat. You get isolated. One more defeat. Your own one. A smile remains frozen. It did not had the time to be erased.
No moment rolls anymore. It sits hooked at the last stare. Stubborn. She is tired to rain with raindrops our life.
Training on the ups and downs. A sequel without an end. You enjoy the pain. Yes, you accept it. You have the choice. That's life for you. You will learn to bear. As long as it takes. Sometime you'll arrive. To the final destination. On the last uphill.
Wish desire. A monotone sound. That cumbers every single day. You ask tirelessly. Counting your faith. Not your yesterdays.
Sometime. The light diminishes. You are lost again. A shithole. Become your house. It offers you punishment. It releases. Duties. Goals. Fade. Hope annihilates. Until two hands bring you on the surface. Free to count again. Happiness. Sadness. To overcome your loss. To continue asking. Like it’s the first time.

